Blah! That’s how I’ve been feeling. Tired, frustrated, irritable and unmotivated! Is it the weather, certainly the lack of sunshine and cold doesn’t help. Or maybe my job, my boss is certainly a pain in the a**. Or the commute, an hour each way and the fact that I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning. It doesn’t help that at 5:30 I rarely put on makeup or really care about what I’m wearing. Overall, I’m a mess.
So tonight I stopped at Target on the way home from work. Bought a few things, a little makeup, a new sweater and of course a purse. 🙂 Anyone that knows me, knows a purse is my go to item when I’m in need of retail therapy.
Tomorrow when I get up at 5:30 and get ready for work, I WILL put on a new sweater and create an outfit I think is cute. I WILL put on my new eyeliner and of course the shimmer powder on my cheeks to give my 64 year old skin a bit of a youthful glow. My hair will actually be styled and not just quickly brushed with a shrug of my shoulders meaning “good enough”. Now the people at work may not even notice a difference. They may still see a 64 year old woman with a little make up on, still fat with a big butt and some noticeable stiffness in her gait from bad knees. But…..hopefully in my mind, I will see the girl of my dreams.