What a difference a day makes

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Today I am in bed. Partly because of sickness, partly because of depression.  I think my post from the other day Shut-up-and-move made me really take a hard look at myself and I don’t like what I see.  I always want the easy way out.  I always quit.  I always settle.  I don’t know if I have what it takes to change.

Not having a job and a routine is also a big part of it.  Having been let go due to downsizing, good reasoning or not, makes me feel worthless and not relevant in the working world anymore.  Every job I see that looks like what I do, now wants so much more.  Experience in this industry, experience in their software, etc.  blah, blah, blah  Have I outgrown my usefulness?

Sorry to be a downer today, but I do want to tell the truth when posting.  Hope for a brighter tomorrow.


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